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I'm an OAP at Uniport radio. My name is Bliss Eva. I rarely ever sit to write. It's just different now. There's a lot in my head, I need to unload I got a text yesterday: "vulnerability is strength, sweetie breath in, then breath out. You can't suck it all in." You will choke like that. Breath in, then breath out. Someone called in on the radio last week. Stella was her name. I was on air, and she should have requested a song, but she was crying. ”Hello, can you speak up please?” I said in my OAP voice. I wanted to say “this is not the call-in-cry-out-your-heart show” Sniff. Sniff “I’m Stella. I’ll die in less than five minutes” I should have ended the call at that minute brush it off with OAP sweet talk, but my hands froze on the control. Sniff, sniff. “Tell mum I really loved her. And dad, tell him we’ll meet in hell.” Sniff, sniff again “Bliss Eva” She sounded like she was talking from gritted teeth. “Stella” I whispered. It seemed like

  Sadness could be found bound behind the mask of a clown. Something i learnt too early in life. I am a woman, queen, seen with priceless smile, I wear the gown and bear the crown, I comb libraries and also my hair To look more beauty-fool for that's how i feel. Because within, i burn, even at dawn, Full of thoughts that i burn my bread in the oven too. As a queen, I'm healthy and ready, Everyone wants to see me happy, To smile and rule their world. And sadly, i have ruled out my world, Hidden in a closet, alone, a lone woman, I cry, I sigh, I die. I take off my Mask, the marks and scars scare me when i gaze into a mirror.  The pain in my heart, my hat in my hand.  My tears, fears for years,, no one cares. To know how i feel, no one dares. For I am a happy lady, sappy beauty, hardly worry. Am funny and rich, they want sum of money and some honey. Me, a helpless, hapless, hazy Lady. Poem by: Her Excellency. Mod

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